It’s when you think everything is going great, when it all comes back to haunt us. The past comes back through your happiness and tears you down again. I cant believe its been this long that i’ve had to deal with this piece of shit feeling that wont ever seem to disappear no matter how hard i try, or others around me trying to support me.
I can’t believe what i’ve continued too do, two days in a row now…three times hahahh fucking helll
Some of the people I use to be close friends with wouldn’t even be considered friends these days.
- I never know what I’m actually feeling, like ever. My mind literally cannot make up it’s mind. It’s so hard for me to make decisions also. It gets so frustrating at times, to the point, where i get angry at myself and start crying.
TO BE HONEST ALL I WANNA FUCKING DO IS LOOSE 5 KILOS, TONE THE REST UP AND FUCKING LOOK LIKE A SUPERMODEL! FUCK!